Questions without answers

For the past 4 months I have been living in Eagan MN in an attempt to both further my career and provide for my daughter. The time has been difficult for one reason and one reason alone, I am far from Kylie. Though I talk to her almost daily and am surrounded by pictures of her, I am not able to hold her. Though I knew this would be hard, it has proven to be much more difficult than I had anticipated. As my time here in MN draws near its end I find myself with many questions on my mind, the most dominant one being what next? Although I am told that I will have a job to return to in MI, when I ask what that job might be, the answer that I receive is “We don’t know.” I find this very disheartening, and yet I must go along with it. Yet I am also faced with another problem, this one being that MN is beginning to feel like home. And why should it not? When this is all said and done I will have been here for half a year, and being in one place that long will easily make it feel as such. The only thing missing, is my daughter. Yet I have found myself kicking around the idea of potentially staying out here, and admittedly it has a lot to do with my work. The following article is taken from the Thomson web site, and can be found here.

Thomson Looks to Expand on its Eagan Campus

$100 million project to add 2,000 jobs

Eagan, Minn. 01/24/2007
The Thomson Corporation (NYSE: TOC; TSX: TOC) announced today its intention to expand its facilities on the Thomson West Eagan campus to include a new office building and data center. Thomson expects the new office space will house 2,000 additional employees by 2012.

The expansion will add approximately 425,000 square feet of office and 80,000 square feet of data center space to the campus, and represents a capital investment of more than $100 million, to be paid over two years. The new office space will house technology, finance, service and other professional jobs in Eagan.

Thomson Vice Chairman Brian Hall said the company expects to add 1,100 technology and operations jobs to support growth of the Thomson West business, as well as additional positions that support pan-Thomson services. “The decision to grow in Minnesota affirms the importance of the Eagan campus and ensures that it will continue to be a critical center for Thomson operations in the future,” said Hall. “We think this is great news for the community, and for all Thomson colleagues who live in the area.”

“Thomson’s plan to add 2,000 good, high-paying jobs in Eagan is great news for Minnesota’s economy,” Governor Tim Pawlenty said. “Their decision shows Minnesota is an excellent place for employers to grow their businesses. We look forward to working with Thomson on their expansion.”

“For 30 years, the City of Eagan and Thomson West have enjoyed a long and successful partnership,” said Eagan Mayor Mike Maguire. “Thomson’s continued investments in Eagan enhance Eagan’s reputation as a technology leader.”

State Senator Jim Carlson added, “Thomson West has been an important part of the Eagan area for more than 20 years, and these are the very kinds of jobs that help to support the economic vitality of our area. We’re pleased that the company has made the decision to expand its presence here.”

“Going back to my days on the city council, Thomson West has always been a model corporate citizen,” said Minnesota State Representative Sandy Masin. “I am confident their investment will benefit the citizens of Eagan, residents of Dakota County and the state of Minnesota as a whole.”

The Eagan campus is the headquarters for Thomson West and the Thomson North American Legal business unit, and also is an important operations hub for Thomson. The campus has more than 6,800 employees, including 1,400 technology professionals and 800 attorneys.

The company expects to break ground on the data center in April 2007 and the office space in August 2007; the data center occupancy is planned for November 2007 and the office space for October 2008.

If I choose to continue my career with Thomson and wish to stay in technology, than Eagan may very well be a good place for me to be. But there is a problem with that, the distance from my daughter. I know that in the course of life we are required to make some very difficult decisions, thankfully I do not have to make this one, yet.

Savage Beatdown

Since I have been out here in MN I have rediscovered the UFC, as it is really popular out here. The world of MMA in general is very popular out here, more-so than I realized back in Michigan. Since I have been out here I have been able to watch a number of pay-per-view UFC fights, but tonight I had the opportunity to see one of these fights first hand.  Rick and I ventured over to Neisen’s in Savage and watched Savage Beatdown 3, a cage fight presented by Savage Entertainment. It was an excellent evening consisting of 14 fights, including a title bout. Though it was not of the same level as the UFC fights, the fighters that fought are on there way to enter the ranks of that devision. I look forward to having the opportunity to see more of these events live.

New Pictures

I finally got around to uploading the pictures from my last two trips home. They are not all labeled yet, but they are up. I will slowly be working on labeling them, but that will take a while as there are a lot of pictures. These pictures include Thanksgiving, Christmas, Delaney’s birthday party, and everything in between. They are all in Kylie’s year 2 album, more specifically in month 6 and month 7.

Benedryl and Kleenex

Kylie has picked up a little cold again and today Tiffany gave he some Benedryl for the first time today and it has seemed to really help. In addition to this Kylie has once again shown that she understands and comprehends so much more than we realize, even at such a young age. Kylie had a runny nose earlier today and Tiffany asked her to get a Kleenex and not only did she go and get one, she actually wiped her own nose! She grows and learns everyday and sometimes, in truth a lot of times, we do not even realize how much she learns or just how quickly. She is growing up to fast already.

Playing with toys

When I was home over the holidays I spent as much time with Kylie as I possible could, but one day in particular stands out. On this day I was over at Tiffany’s and I was sitting on the couch when Kylie brought one of her toys over to me and climb into my lap. I am not certain what the name of this toy is, but it has three wires bent into different forms and they all have little wooden beads on them of different colors and shapes, and you can move the beads back and forth along the wire form. Well she brought this toy over to me and sat in my lap with it and we played with this toy together for a long time, at least thirty minutes, which for her to sit still this long and play with this toy with me was incredible. She is usually all about running around and playing with all her other toys, or climbing the stairs, so to have her sitting in my lap and letting me play with this toy with her was amazing. Every now and then she would look up and smile at me while we moved the little beads from one end of the wire form to the other. It was just a wonderful and amazing bonding time with my daughter, times that I miss tremendously while I am out in Minnesota. Well today Tiffany sent me an excerpt from her baby center newsletter that kind of explains why I was able to have this wonderful bonding time with my daughter.

You can practically see the light bulb go on when your toddler first figures out how to fit the pieces of a puzzle together. Simple puzzles, nesting blocks, and stacking toys not only draw on your child’s mental resources, they help refine his fine-motor skills (which until now have probably taken a back seat to more physical activities like running and climbing). While your toddler will continue to burst with energy, he’s also more interested in sitting still longer, especially when there’s a problem to be solved.

I know this explains away this time as just part of her growing up, but in all honesty all that matters to me is that I get to spend time with my “Little Bit.”

Another first

Tiffany went upstairs today to finish getting ready for the day, and as she was going upstairs Kylie had pulled her coat off the coach. Well Tiffany thought nothing of this as Kylie always finds something to play with, but when she came back downstairs Kylie was wearing her coat! This is a big deal for two reasons; 1- She did it all by herself!, and 2- lately Kylie has not been wanting to put her coat on when it was time to go someplace. She was just standing in the living room watching TV and wearing her coat. Tiffany was so proud of Kylie and amazed at how much she learns and grows everyday.

Gymnastics, the begining

For the longest time now Kylie has been leaning forward on her hands and placing her head on the floor in the starting position for a somersault, and Tiffany or myself, or anyone else who happened to be near, would roll her over to do a somersault. Kylie really seems to enjoy doing this, as she will always laugh and smile and get up to do it again. Lately she has been showing signs of trying to do it on her own. She will get into the starting position and try to rock forward over her head but the furthest she has come is to just push up on to her toes. Today however, she finally made it over into a somersault all on her own. She started out the same, with her head and hands down and trying to roll forward, and then she actually did it! Well she kind of rolled more over to the side, but it was more of a forward somersault than just falling to the side and then rolling to her back. I am very excited about this and am looking forward to seeing her do one myself the next time I am home.

Back in Minnesota

Tonight I returned to Minnesota after my extended stay back in Michigan. It is getting harder and harder to say good-bye to Kylie when I have to come back here. Being out here wouldn’t be so bad if I didn’t have to be so far away from her. I just have to remind myself that being away from her will hopefully allow me to provide a better future for her.

I have had a lot more exposure to other people within the company out here than I ever would have had back in Ann Arbor, and I know that other people that I have not personally met have taken note of the fact that I am here. I have learned a lot of things in my time out here and though I enjoy my job here more than my previous position back in Ann Arbor, I hope that these next three months go as quickly as the last three seemed to.

In the mean time I will just have to look forward to my next trip back home. At this time I am not sure when that will be and I am sure it will not be as long as this one was, but any time spent with my daughter is precious. So I will just take it day by day, and try to learn and do all that I can to try and provide that better life.

Cheeeese

Over the last few days Kylie has had a lot of pictures taken, with it being the holidays and all. As such a lot of people have been telling her to say “Cheese” before taking a picture. Today Kylie picked up Tiffany’s camera held it up to her face, pointed it at Tiffany and said “cheese”, so Tiffany replied by saying “cheese.” Tiffany then said “click” and Kylie repeated it and then said “cheeeese.” Tiffany said that Kylie even had the camera pointing in the right direction and apparently got a really big kick out of taking a picture. She picks up on things so quickly now, the more I think of it I know there are things that she has learned and picked up on that have never been mentioned here. For instance over this last week while watching a Pistons game I got Kylie to almost fully say “Detroit Basketball”, and that was with her only hearing it twice. She really is like a little sponge, absorbing new information and acquiring new skills all the time. I regret that I cannot be around more due to my current assignment in Eagan, but hopefully it will pay off in the long run and allow me to provide a better life for her.

Milk Adventures

So today Tiffany was changing Kylie on the floor and while Kylie was laying on the floor she got a hold of her milk and took a drink. Tiffany didn’t think anything about it until she realized that Kylie had not swallowed it. Just as she realized this Kylie opened her moth…and gargled her milk. Tiffany thought it was both humorous and disgusting at the same time. Personally I find it very amusing, but that may be because I wasn’t there.