One Last Night

Well tonight is the last night I will spend here in Burnsville, in fact I only have a few hours left. I will be leaving tomorrow morning, hopefully by 6am, this way I will be able to make it back home by no later than 7pm. I already have everything in my truck except for my laptop, work laptop, camera, and a few things I will need in the morning. I plan on getting up at 5am and getting the rest of my stuff ready and leaving. I will need to stop off and get gas first though, and most likely go over to McDonalds for a quick breakfast.

I have to admit that even though I am very excited to be going home and especially to see Kylie; it does feel a little strange to be leaving. For the past 7 months Burnsville has been my home. I have gotten into a very comfortable routine here and I have enjoyed my job. Along those lines, I am also a little upset because as of right now I am returning to my old job. Though I did enjoy that position while I had it, one of my goals in coming out here was to move up to a new position at the end. I am sure something will turn up though, as Rick keeps telling me they are just taking their time with my position; after all I am not going to Denver like he is.

I guess I will just have to be patient, but for right now it’s time to go to bed, I have a long day of driving tomorrow.

Voice mails

Ever since I have been out in Minnesota I have been saving voice mails on my cell phone, well not all of them, just the ones I get from Kylie. I have been doing this because it allows me to go back later on and hear her voice when I am feeling lonely. Hearing her say “Hi Daddy!” and “Miss you.” always make me feel better, there is just something about that little voice that seems to stave off the loneliness. Well, for a while now I have been saying to myself “I really need to find a way to get these messages off my phone and into a format that I will be able to, hopefully, save for ever.” Today I found my solution! It is a free service called GotVoice. Once you sign up and fill in the info the service needs (phone number, voice mail pin, email account, and some other stuff) the service verifies it can connect to your voice mail by leaving you a message and then retrieving it. When this is done you receive an email letting you know you can access your account. The service automatically checks throughout the day for new messages and sends you an email saying if you had new messages or not. You can then log into the website and listen to your voice mail right off the site. This is helpful if you are having it check your home phone voice mail and have access to email when you’re away. For me, however, the good part is that it can also retrieve saved messages! Once I had it get those (it leaves the messages on your voice mail as well) I found that I can then email the message (which is in MP3 format) to my email account, thus allowing me to have MP3 (digital audio) copies of my daughters voice mails! I have not yet decided if I am going to post the little audio clips here or not yet. Using this service and my email account I now have a way to save these memories basically forever and not have to worry about my voice mail box filling up. Isn’t technology great?!

I’m Coming Home!

So I found out today when my tour of duty out here in Minnesota is going to end. It turns out that my last day of work in Eagan is going to be Monday April 9th and I will leave here early morning on Tuesday April 10th. So that will put me back home in Michigan sometime later that afternoon or early evening. I am so looking forward to coming home and being close to Kylie again. The only problem is that I have no idea what I am returning to as far as work is concerned. I am told that I will have a position but no one seems to know what that will be. I do not particularly want to return to my old position, as I feel that would have been a failure to me coming out here, yet at the same time if that is all they have then i really do not have a choice as I have bills to pay and a daughter to take care of. None the less coming out here has been a very good learning process and I feel that I have learned a lot and developed skills that I otherwise would not have had the opportunity to develop. I just hope things continue to move in a positive direction and the sacrifices I have made to come out are worth it in the end.

Shoes…yay!

Today Kylie put her shoes on all by herself. Tiffany did not see how she did it the first time, but she later performed the task again and this Tiffany caught part of it. She said it looked as if Kylie stepped into them, and even though they were on the wrong feet, as kids often do, they were in fact on. After Kylie got them on she ran over to Tiffany and said “yay!” This is Kylie’s newest exclamation, and is often followed by “I did it!”

Singing and other things

Tiffany informed me that today, while her and Kylie were in the car, Kylie was singing the octaves. Tiffany would do it first and then Kylie would repeat it. Tiffany said it was really cute and Kylie continued to do it long after Tiffany had stopped. Not saying this means she will continue on to be a singer or anything, but she does also like to dance, so who knows? Maybe she will pursue singing and dancing as she gets older, only time will tell.

When they got home, Tiffany said Kylie took her coat off and placed it in the hall closet all by herself. She did not, obviously, hang it up, but she did know that it went in the closet and placed it there. She understands that things have a place and that there should be organization. Hopefully she will be organized like her Daddy.

Questions without answers

For the past 4 months I have been living in Eagan MN in an attempt to both further my career and provide for my daughter. The time has been difficult for one reason and one reason alone, I am far from Kylie. Though I talk to her almost daily and am surrounded by pictures of her, I am not able to hold her. Though I knew this would be hard, it has proven to be much more difficult than I had anticipated. As my time here in MN draws near its end I find myself with many questions on my mind, the most dominant one being what next? Although I am told that I will have a job to return to in MI, when I ask what that job might be, the answer that I receive is “We don’t know.” I find this very disheartening, and yet I must go along with it. Yet I am also faced with another problem, this one being that MN is beginning to feel like home. And why should it not? When this is all said and done I will have been here for half a year, and being in one place that long will easily make it feel as such. The only thing missing, is my daughter. Yet I have found myself kicking around the idea of potentially staying out here, and admittedly it has a lot to do with my work. The following article is taken from the Thomson web site, and can be found here.

Thomson Looks to Expand on its Eagan Campus

$100 million project to add 2,000 jobs

Eagan, Minn. 01/24/2007
The Thomson Corporation (NYSE: TOC; TSX: TOC) announced today its intention to expand its facilities on the Thomson West Eagan campus to include a new office building and data center. Thomson expects the new office space will house 2,000 additional employees by 2012.

The expansion will add approximately 425,000 square feet of office and 80,000 square feet of data center space to the campus, and represents a capital investment of more than $100 million, to be paid over two years. The new office space will house technology, finance, service and other professional jobs in Eagan.

Thomson Vice Chairman Brian Hall said the company expects to add 1,100 technology and operations jobs to support growth of the Thomson West business, as well as additional positions that support pan-Thomson services. “The decision to grow in Minnesota affirms the importance of the Eagan campus and ensures that it will continue to be a critical center for Thomson operations in the future,” said Hall. “We think this is great news for the community, and for all Thomson colleagues who live in the area.”

“Thomson’s plan to add 2,000 good, high-paying jobs in Eagan is great news for Minnesota’s economy,” Governor Tim Pawlenty said. “Their decision shows Minnesota is an excellent place for employers to grow their businesses. We look forward to working with Thomson on their expansion.”

“For 30 years, the City of Eagan and Thomson West have enjoyed a long and successful partnership,” said Eagan Mayor Mike Maguire. “Thomson’s continued investments in Eagan enhance Eagan’s reputation as a technology leader.”

State Senator Jim Carlson added, “Thomson West has been an important part of the Eagan area for more than 20 years, and these are the very kinds of jobs that help to support the economic vitality of our area. We’re pleased that the company has made the decision to expand its presence here.”

“Going back to my days on the city council, Thomson West has always been a model corporate citizen,” said Minnesota State Representative Sandy Masin. “I am confident their investment will benefit the citizens of Eagan, residents of Dakota County and the state of Minnesota as a whole.”

The Eagan campus is the headquarters for Thomson West and the Thomson North American Legal business unit, and also is an important operations hub for Thomson. The campus has more than 6,800 employees, including 1,400 technology professionals and 800 attorneys.

The company expects to break ground on the data center in April 2007 and the office space in August 2007; the data center occupancy is planned for November 2007 and the office space for October 2008.

If I choose to continue my career with Thomson and wish to stay in technology, than Eagan may very well be a good place for me to be. But there is a problem with that, the distance from my daughter. I know that in the course of life we are required to make some very difficult decisions, thankfully I do not have to make this one, yet.

New Pictures

I finally got around to uploading the pictures from my last two trips home. They are not all labeled yet, but they are up. I will slowly be working on labeling them, but that will take a while as there are a lot of pictures. These pictures include Thanksgiving, Christmas, Delaney’s birthday party, and everything in between. They are all in Kylie’s year 2 album, more specifically in month 6 and month 7.

Benedryl and Kleenex

Kylie has picked up a little cold again and today Tiffany gave he some Benedryl for the first time today and it has seemed to really help. In addition to this Kylie has once again shown that she understands and comprehends so much more than we realize, even at such a young age. Kylie had a runny nose earlier today and Tiffany asked her to get a Kleenex and not only did she go and get one, she actually wiped her own nose! She grows and learns everyday and sometimes, in truth a lot of times, we do not even realize how much she learns or just how quickly. She is growing up to fast already.

Playing with toys

When I was home over the holidays I spent as much time with Kylie as I possible could, but one day in particular stands out. On this day I was over at Tiffany’s and I was sitting on the couch when Kylie brought one of her toys over to me and climb into my lap. I am not certain what the name of this toy is, but it has three wires bent into different forms and they all have little wooden beads on them of different colors and shapes, and you can move the beads back and forth along the wire form. Well she brought this toy over to me and sat in my lap with it and we played with this toy together for a long time, at least thirty minutes, which for her to sit still this long and play with this toy with me was incredible. She is usually all about running around and playing with all her other toys, or climbing the stairs, so to have her sitting in my lap and letting me play with this toy with her was amazing. Every now and then she would look up and smile at me while we moved the little beads from one end of the wire form to the other. It was just a wonderful and amazing bonding time with my daughter, times that I miss tremendously while I am out in Minnesota. Well today Tiffany sent me an excerpt from her baby center newsletter that kind of explains why I was able to have this wonderful bonding time with my daughter.

You can practically see the light bulb go on when your toddler first figures out how to fit the pieces of a puzzle together. Simple puzzles, nesting blocks, and stacking toys not only draw on your child’s mental resources, they help refine his fine-motor skills (which until now have probably taken a back seat to more physical activities like running and climbing). While your toddler will continue to burst with energy, he’s also more interested in sitting still longer, especially when there’s a problem to be solved.

I know this explains away this time as just part of her growing up, but in all honesty all that matters to me is that I get to spend time with my “Little Bit.”

Another first

Tiffany went upstairs today to finish getting ready for the day, and as she was going upstairs Kylie had pulled her coat off the coach. Well Tiffany thought nothing of this as Kylie always finds something to play with, but when she came back downstairs Kylie was wearing her coat! This is a big deal for two reasons; 1- She did it all by herself!, and 2- lately Kylie has not been wanting to put her coat on when it was time to go someplace. She was just standing in the living room watching TV and wearing her coat. Tiffany was so proud of Kylie and amazed at how much she learns and grows everyday.